fun

everyone is out tonight. oh well except me.. here at the bed pouring my rants over the cyberspace. badtrip.. as in.. i was out a while ago.. went to a function prepared by my cousin promised to be back(never a home) at 5 in the afternoon.. i should have been there by 12 but still due to my martyrness i was still at the office at that time doing what an obedient slave will do for her madame byenan.. so i was late for 1 1/2 hour and got there 30mins before the event ended. convinced my cousin to leave her friends so we can bond since its been forever since we really had a time together. so we went to these mall with my windy tita and my deranged phones with the help of my ever grr husband.. it started there.. i havent texted him since i was so busy updating myself with my long-lost cousin.. then he kept on why am i not texting? how come i went to the mall and watsover bullshit.. of course mapapansin un ng mga kasama ko so they were like cge uwi kna crap.. ang badtrip.. as i was on my way home he kept insisting na “no, im not galit or duda shit” when the real story was he was really in need to get out of the house so that my ever lovely in-laws wont question him still at home when he should really be on the way to and the truth is he really aint going to work at all.. front nya lang yun so he can go out tonight and look for some shitty katulong-looking shits.. so i was teary-eyed driving on my way back sa hellhaus.. i called seth seeking for some comfort.. he cant answer the phone cause maingay daw. he was at the seminar.. and he just texted me now lang na theyre going to this place with some of his “friends”. my cousin was out too.. which supposed to be im with.. so here i am.. listening to the beeps of my cellphone with their updates.. killing myself with inner rage.. listen. rar!